you have to understand. the more you think evil, the more you worry,
the more you think criminal thoughts, the more you assume the worst of
everything, is ridiculous. i have told you that what you think is what
creates the atmosphere that you live in. i drive alone, when i was alone
for the last 22 years of my life, i never ever got in trouble. every
time that the cop pigs busted me was because of who i was with and what
they were thinking. because i am honest and i dont do anything wrong, i
am a fall guy for other peoples negative thinking.
you are no
different than the news. all negative and worry creating. you need to
try and only look at the positive in every situation before it happens.
instead, you worry and fears make you act and say only negative ways.
if i got to drive... think... good, hes finally going out and doing
things that he loves. instead your first thought is that because i dont
have a license that im doomed. you have to not worry about consequences
of a person based on the negative aspect of what you think is right.
what right is that cops are assholes period. they only care about money
and that is all. some act with respect, but thats all a facade. we are
allowed to drive period. it is up to us to be the responsible ones not
them. they know nothing about you except what they need to make you
suffer so they can keep up their payroll.
your rules do not
apply to mine.. at all. you are trapped in a very dark place. where fear
is taken over you. you are obsessed with worry and doubt. you are out
of control in paranoia. its ugly.
my rules are the rules of the new
earth and you have no clue what they are because you dont listen to
anything that i say. you and most think and assume that i have lost my
mind, and i dream of impossibilities. well, i have lost my mind, this
is necessary to see thing as they really are. i see and know all
corruption on this planet and refuse to be like the majority to live in a
world where you live only to pay for more suffering. then they get sick
and die. guess what mom, that is not my destiny nor is it my wish. the
world will change, but the way you act, i wont be able to be with you
guys, my frequency and vibration will take me beyond this hell reality.
it hurts me when im am forced to raise my voice or yell at you. you just dont listen. thats unfortunate.
shape
up, do as i wish, and that will stop. it has come to the point where i
can no stand being in yours or dads company, because you are callus to
what i try and teach you, you dont try to listen, you do everything i
ask you not to do. i am a spiritual person and im all about peace, but
that is not sustainable because two negatives kind rule out the
positive.
your driving me around is appreciated. i love that you
do that for me, but even that is hard for me because i know how you
used to drive. you taught me. but now you are by far scarier to drive
with then a drunk or even Debbie. so it bothers me a whole lot that i
dont have a license because of a pipe. absurd. so, when i yell, it
mostly because of that, not the way you drive.
you go to the doctors 4 times a week, and i only see you getting worse. never any improvements. doesnt that tell you something.
doctors
are allllllllllll money grubbing rich arrogant, uncaring assholes that
keep you on drugs that are nothing but chemicals and viruses. the treat
you to become healthier in one thing while making you ill with something
else.
i have told you over and over again that this is bad. why
would you take anyone's opinion about your own body ? why do you put
poison in your body instead of using natural remedies. you have to
remember that before this world was consumed with greed and vanity,
laziness and audacity, the doctors would heal you with thing of the
earth. then along came the controlling government and started the idea
of raising money off of the suffering of humanity. the started making
things that would make you sick, so they can offer you another
solution. and so on. until now where the are doing mandatory virus
inoculations to people that are created from virus and plagues that
have killed millions. they inject you and tell you that its to prevent
sickness when in fact it cause add,lupus, Alzheimer, cancer, autism,
paralysis, seizures, dimensia etc....
im done wasting my time
again. i know that this wont affect your opinion as long as you believe
in what you think you know about reality. you probably have not even
read the letter i sent you 5 days ago, the one that said must read. this
always shows me that you could care less about even trying to think
outside of the box. it shows me that you will always believe that we are
supposed to live like this. it shows me that you almost look forward to
getting older and in worse shape. it shows me that you are selfish in
the sense that there are other options and other things to believe. i
have to say that im really disappointed in myself for not being able to
show you the light.
so its not you mom. you are the one that i
love the most. i cherish everything that you do for me. i enjoy talking
to you so much when its not bringing up the negatives. i thank you for
always being there for me. i thank you for all that you have taught me
up until my awakening. i just want you and dad to see things the way
that i do, because what i see and dream, is heaven.
at the end of
this month, i really cant explain what will happen, because it has
never happened before. the ascension process is me merging into the
higher dimension, the earth will follow in time. i will leave and then
come back regenerated and help with the transition. i will be in a
place where there is no time. so it will be like i never left. because
you are my human birth parents, im not sure whats going to happen to
you. i have been told that you guys will be faded from my memory, or you
will just flat out never r remember my existence. that sounds terrible
right now because you dont know or believe what is going to happen. but
as the earth ascends, i told you that your youth will be restored to 21
again. your health will be restored 100 percent. the time lines that
have been manipulated by time wars and our wonderful Nazi government,
will be restored. so you might have what happens in back to the future.
remember how everything was changed when Marty Mcfly returned from the
past..... his folks were all rich etc...
that movie is more real than you believe. in fact every movie, song or TV show has clues to what the future will bring.
heres is what i would like to see happen....
stop getting up in the morning and the first thing that you do is read the paper and the news. all lies and fear
go outside and sit on the deck, watch the birds and nature.
stop wasting your time going to these doctors. they will never fix you.
start watching things that i ask you to watch, i wouldn't ask if i didnt think it was important.
stop being a neat freak. this house is spotless, their is no wasting time more than trying to impress or satisfy others.
stop
complaining to wait staffs at restaurants. stop complaining about bad
drivers. first of all, you are not that good of driver. second, people
are just ignorant and distracted. when you blow a horn, you raise others
fear and heart rate causing nothing but negativity. when you complain
to a waiter, you discredit them as a person, they are usually doing
their best to serve you, you have no idea what is in their life that
might be causing them to do unsatisfactory work. they have families and
friends and a whole lot of problems. they all make barely enough to
survive and they live mostly on tips and yet you tip them less if they
do a bad job. who are you to say i wonder.
i really need you to start
looking at every other person in society as you. they are just another
version of you. when you do this, everything changes. you begin to
understand that we all have problems and you will start treating people
as you want to be treated.
its very simple. every person has the
right to live the way they desire. many are abusing themselves not
because of us or them, but because society believe that one person is
better than another. they base everything on glamour produced by the
media, to detach us from caring about one and other, causing society to
take sides, to start blaming things on others, causing other to argue
and begrudge.
you and dad need to get out more, to do things to
unattach you from this crazy world. get away from the news and tv. get
awat from your bingo.
find happiness in other things than what you have been doing over and over again for years.
i just want you to be happy, without the distractions of your paranoia. without fear and worry.
i want you to have faith in the thing that i try and tell or teach.
i want you to firmly believe that there is a better future, and im the reason why.
this, mom, is my destiny.
i
suggest you and dad watch back to the future. funny how its George
mcfly and Loraine. kinda like Paul and Loretta. Marty is me, and Debbie
is the sister and ted is the brother
this movie is they key to how time travel is affecting us.
:) me
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