before i even start this, i just want to say that i once was a uneducated, ignorant to what goes on, selfish, careless, never even wondering or questioning what goes on, animal abuser in every way that was indirectly programmed into me by society and the status quo.
however, i did some research and shed some light on my much needed morality issues, i decided that instead of doing what everyone else does in conforming to society for my own selfish personal comfort, that i would start to make sacrifices for the well being and compassion of other beings other than myself. i decided to educate myself even though i did not at all like the things i found out that were being intentionally hidden from me by those serving their own greed filled agendas and never care what the consequences of their action are as long as they benefit.
so day after day i live my life not complaining about the things that i used to love that i had to give up because my liking or using them for my own happiness had dire if not brutal and disgusting consequences.
day after day i am confronted by people who would rather argue my thoughts and opinions rather that do as i did and learn the things that i have. i get selfish and resentful commentary thrown at me by those that are only fighting my knowledge because they are afraid of what they do not know or were ever taught to believe. these people are by any means wrong for being angry, but angry at the wrong things in order to stay in their comfort zone and hide from the sometimes brutal truths. to put it simply, they are living in denial because the fear change and doing anything that might jeopardize what they have been programmed to believe. they seek comfort in putting down or badmouthing any and everything that might be out of their belief system. this angers me in that it would be much easier for them to accept the truth and educate themselves then to sit and create angry arguments or waste time in trying to prove me wrong.
im not perfect and was never perfect or better or less then anyone. i made mistakes that were led out of blindness. the only difference now is, that i have my eyes open and choose to question rather then to just accept the norm.
with that being said, it is a very disappointing thing to always here excuses that are created by the ego of those making a derogatory statement or defending their view by making no logical or common sense in what they say or mean.
as far as i'm concerned, you cant quit something and then decide later that it doesn't suit your best interest. its like being a drug addict or alcoholic that after being sober for some time saying that just one drink or just one line isn't the same as being addicted. its like a drunk saying he or she is on the wagon but has a shot here and there because its needed to survive, its like a heroin addict saying they don't do heroin anymore but a little rail or meth isnt the same.
so to me if you say you are a vegetarian, then you are only half committed to the steps needed to be on the right path of compassion. if you're a vegan its still hard unless you understand that it is almost impossible to live on this planet and not have n effect weather it may be directly or indirectly harming animals. everything that is created by industry is in some way shape or form, using animals as part of their manufacturing.
so if you are a vegetarian screaming that you do it because you care about animals, then im sorry your a liar. so its okay to stop eating meat because it harms animals. but then its okay to eat cheese and eggs or dairy products. so, you don't eat the actual animal, but you eat a chickens babies that haven't hatched and you steal the milk from the infants of cows. you wear clothing made of their skin and perfume and make up from their dead carcassas ? i dont get how you can say you care about animals if your eating or wearing them in any way. being vegan is harder because at least vegetarians get to enjoy those things that we vegans miss because creativity has not gotten to the point of creating anything vegan that really compares with things like cheese or snacks. but being vegan isn't about being better, its about compassion over personal satisfaction. i guess i'm just tired of bullshit excuses for defending mind control by programming. i'm tired of defending what i know over the false representation of truth that the masses confide to believe. i'm tired of being in a minority that is so small. i'm tired of people thinking selfishly and without common sense. i'm tired of ignorance. i'm tired of caring about those who dont even care about themselves, just what others think of them. i'm tired of being stuck in suffering period.😒
I love this:) you are amazing and wrote this so we'll!:)
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