Sunday, April 7, 2013

a true starting point is confusion

 THIS IS GOING TO BE WEIRD AND CONFUSING TO SAY THE LEAST. BUT I WILL DO MY BEST. THE REASON FOR THIS ? BECAUSE WE ARE ONE, I AM YOU, AND WE ARE DOING THIS TOGETHER. NOT TO MENTION, WE TOO, ARE CREATING THE FUTURE.

  TO BEGIN, I HAVE BEEN AT LEAST PARTIALLY AWAKE FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE , OR FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. THERE HAVE BEEN NUMEROUS TIMES WHERE I HAVE DIED OR COME CLOSE TO DEATH IN WHICH MY AWAKENING WAS DRASTICALLY ACCELERATED. ( DMT RELEASES INTO THE PINEAL DURING SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES AND IN SLEEP ). WITH EACH NEW AWAKENING I GAINED MORE INSTINCT FOR SPOTTING LIES AND DECEIT. MORE AND MORE OF THE AWAKENING SYMPTOMS FOLLOWED ALSO WITH AN EXTREME DETERMINATION TO CHANGE THE WORLD AND MY LIFE BECAUSE WHAT WE LIVE NOW IS NOT  LIFE, NOT EVEN REALITY.
  I WAS ON A MISSION TO MAKE SURE THAT AS MANY PEOPLE WOULD NOT VOTE FOR OBAMA FOR THE SECOND TERM WHEN I ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL. I HAD  CHECKED MYSELF IN BECAUSE I HAD BEEN FEELING OFF BALANCE AND FATIGUED. TURNS OUT THAT I HAD 3 GALL STONES, WHICH LED TO PANCREATITOUS. THIS MEANT 3 DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL. NO EVERY DAY LIFE DRAMA. I FIND GREAT PEACE THERE. THESE 3 DAYS ARE VITAL BECAUSE THIS IS WHEN I CAN FOCUS. I GET ALL KINDS OF CREATIVE AT THIS STAGE.WHILE I WAS IN THERE THE 2ND NIGHT, THERE WAS A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT PYRAMIDS AND THE MYSTERIES. 4 HOURS OF AWESOME FOOTAGE. HERE I BEGAN TO SEE MORE AND MORE HOW SPIRITUALITY AND OUR ANCESTORS ARE WAY MORE THAN WHAT WE WERE TAUGHT. THIS DOCUMENTARY IS KEY TO THE WAY THINGS OR COINCIDENCES START TO TAKE PLACE. (MANIFESTATION?) ONCE MY BALANCE WAS SOME WHAT BACK TO NORMAL( HASNT BEEN NORMAL IN AROUND A YEAR), I WENT HOME. 
  I AM A 13 YEAR SOBER ALCOHOLIC WITH CIRRHOSIS OF THE LIVER. I WAS TOLD WHEN DIAGNOSED THAT WITHOUT A TRANSPLANT, I WOULD DIE. HERE I AM....A COMA, 3 MONTHS IN CRITICAL CARE, 1 MONTH IN A RETIREMENT FACILITY WHERE I HAD TO LEARN SOBRIETY ALL OVER AGAIN,WILL POWER AND TIME...HERE I AM.
SO WHEN I SAY THAT, YOU  CANT GET ANGRY WHEN I SAY THAT ONE OF THE KEYS TO STAYING OFF OF THE SAUCE WAS MARIJUANA. AND WHEN I SAY THAT I USE THIS GREAT NATURAL PLANT FOR MEDITATION AND TO HELP WITH DEPRESSION.
   SO THE 2ND NIGHT AT HOME, I DECIDE TO GET BACK INTO MY MEDITATION ROUTINE AND GET MORE POSITIVE ABOUT THINGS. I SMOKED SOME HERB AND BEGAN. NOW I FORGET WHAT VIDEO FOR MEDITATION JUST MAGICALLY SHOWED UP ON MY YOUTUBE TOP 10. I AM PRETTY SURE IT WAS A PINEAL GLAND ONE.
NOW WHEN YOU PINEAL GLAND OR THIRD EYE OPENS, YOU KNOW ! AND IT DID !
 A PERSON CAN NOT EXPLAIN WHAT IS SEEN AND FELT DURING THIS. BUT IS AMAZING. EVERYTHING YOU KNOW AT ONCE. ALL COLORS AND TEXTURES AT ONCE, THE UNIVERSE AT ONCE. AS YOU VISUALIZE, YOU ARE BEING FED OR DOWNLOADED ALL KINDS OF WHAT APPEARS TO BE KNOWLEDGE BUT THIS KNOWLEDGE DOESNT APPLY YET. WE DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND THE LANGUAGE YET. NEW IDEAS FROM OUTSIDE THE BOX EMERGE AS IF TO BE NEWLY IMPLANTED.
THE ENTIRE TIME YOU BECOME AND CAN SEE AS THE INNER WORKINGS OF YOUR BODY. HOW YOUR EYES WORK, ELECTRICITY FLOWS THROUGH YOU, HOW YOUR NERVES AND BRAIN WORKS. I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT THE VISIONS I HAVE SEEN. THE THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED SINCE THIS REVELATION. BUT FOR NOW I WANT TO KEEP THIS SHORT AND TO THE POINT. IF YOU POST OR EMAIL ME QUESTIONS, I WILL BE GRATEFUL TO ANSWER. IN THE MEAN TIME, I AM JUST GOING TO LIST DOWN SOME OF MY ASCENSION SYMPTOMS, SOME OF MY COINCIDENCES THAT ARE REALLY NOT AT ALL COINCIDENCE BUT ASSISTANCE FROM MY  HIGHER SELF.



I WOULD SAY FOR THE PAST YEAR, I HAVE FELT ASCENSION SYMPTOMS ON AND OFF, BUT WAY ON NOW. FOR ABOUT HALF THAT PAST YEAR I WAS STILL SHY ON 

KNOWLEDGE ABOUT MUCH. FOR THOSE 6 MONTHS, I BLAMED IT ON AGING AND NOT WORKING NEARLY AS MUCH AS NORMAL. ( WHICH IS PARTIALLY TRUE. I AM OUT OF SHAPE AND THAT DOESNT HELP.) NOW I SEE AND KNOW THAT SOME GO THROUGH THE PROCESS DIFFERENT THAN OTHERS. ME, I AM AN OLD SOUL, I HAVE DONE THIS MANY TIMES. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME LOL ( YOUTUBE SOUL AGES )
I THINK I STARTED THE PROCESS EARLIER THAN MOST BECAUSE I DRANK FOR SO LONG, KILLED MY LIVER AND BELIEVE OPENED UP MY PINEAL, WHICH LET IN SPIRIT, WHEN I CAME OUT OF MY COMA. ( I REMEMBER IT BEING SIMILAR TO WHAT I SEE NOW....LOTS OF LIGHT AND I REMEMBER SCREAMING I LOVE EVERYONE AND TEARS OF JOY THAT WAS UNEXPLAINABLE FOR A MAN JUST COMING OUT OF A COMA.) I ALSO BELIEVE SINCE I AM AN OLDER SOUL, I AM CLEARING OUT THIS LIFE'S AND MANY OF MY OTHER PAST LIVES. SO IT IS TAKING LONGER. THE ENERGIES FROM THE SUN ARE BOTH DOING WONDERFUL THINGS TO ME BUT I THINK IT IS MESSING WITH MY BALANCE AND FATIGUE AS WELL.
SINCE MY AWAKENING, MY BODY HAS BEEN TELLING ME WHAT IT NEEDS. I CUT MEAT AND MOST DAIRY OUT OF MY DIET. BECAUSE OF MY LIVER CONDITION, I ALREADY ATE PRETTY HEALTHY. BUT, ALL OF THE SUDDEN THOSE COINCIDENCES OR ASSISTANCE FROM MY HIGHER SELF, ALL KINDS OF NEW FOODS AND HERBS JUST KEPT APPEARING IN FRONT OF ME. CLUES ON FACEBOOK, SEE SOMETHING I HAVE CRAVED BUT DIDNT KNOW IT ETC.... AND THEN CAME ALL OF THE METAL OUT OF YOUR SYSTEM CLEANERS LIKE CILANTRO, THAT I HAD NO CLUE. ANOTHER COINCIDENCE.....ALL OF MY TEETH THAT HAD MERCURY FILLINGS GOT ABSCESSED AND HAD TO BE REMOVED FROM MY MOUTH.  MERCURY IS NO GOOD FOR YOU AND SLOWS ASCENSION.     TO BE CONTINUED........

No comments:

Post a Comment